We weren't the best of friends,
didn't see eye to eye.
We could barely get along,
always in a fight.
You were always in my business,
nosey as can be.
I hate you a for so long,
and felt you hated me.
Then, I grew up,
having kids of my own.
Still listening to you judge me
apparently I am doing things wrong.
You tell me you have cancer,
I knew right then.
I wouldn't have my mom forever,
she'll be gone.. but when.
I became your caregiver,
something I never thought I'd do.
I thought you hated me,
I thought I hated you.
Cancer brought us closer together,
but still we were apart.
Nothing could bridge the space between us,
except for love in our heart.
We didn't always show it,
but it was there.
We never even new how much,
Until the end was here.

Mom, I love you so much, I apologize for all the pain I have caused you. I would give anything to have you back in my life. Until we meet again. God Bless.